(The above modeling is done by following a modo tutorial step by step, pretty awesome huh 
Just realize most of things probably doesn’t need extra force to accelerate. It happens when the time is right, and the reason why it happens might just because all the piece that makes the thing happen are all ready. To find out all the pieces and make each one ready takes effort and persistence.
No need to piss off things not going on the right direction. Things get out of shape or out of order naturally all the time. No need to get personal about that. It’s not you or anybody else fault. When it happens, you just need to fix it if you would love to. But do realize, to get them back in order takes effort.
Depending on your expectation on how things should go, your effort could be high. But no get anxious. You just need to manage as much as you can to get to where you want. If the goal is a bit hard to reach, lower your expectation. You only have that much of time every day, and most of important, you only have that much of energy to put on the things you like most. Do your best.
When high expectation is increased on certain aspect, you need to realize that more effort needs to be spent on that subject, therefore other expectations need to be adjust to accommodate the situation. No anxious or stress needs to be raised if you’re aware of this. Things you want won’t fall upon sky naturally, only shit happens every second. You just have to manage through. That’s all.
Don’t wait for the things to happen, redistribute your expectations, put more effort on things you like most. Get close to the sh** thing and clean them up one after one right after they happen. Remember you are just managing through. It’s not for baby, it’s a battleground. Bullet hurts you, but no need to cry, it’s not personal, just pull it off and continue Everyday gonna be like this, until
When it comes, it comes.
