(above picture is taken by my gf from her displacement simulation project, looks wild)
Put many thoughts on the childish these days, since I start to realize that most of my behavior was not much different from my childhoods’. Once I realized that, it seems lots of what I worry about is non-sense, and I’ll be a lot more happy if I weren’t this childish.
Well, once I realized that I had a conclusion there’s only that much time to worry things every day, for example, ten minites, after that, I’m done. Since there’s always things to worry, and things to make you unhappy, independent of what you do. Then there’s always things to make you happy and make you worry-free. So why spend so much time worrying and feel unhappy.
Damn, whatever now, I’ll just use the time I have to make myself happy from now on 
since I’m not child anymore, and I don’t have to stick with my childish behavior, just be happy. LOL
